Dead Man's Eyes

The End Of Heartache

2009-07-02T04:00:41Z

An unexpected turn of events......but certainly not unwanted.

The Failsafe

2008-12-25T06:46:29Z

I can has December 26th?

Reset

2008-11-13T17:48:56Z

Ok, that is officially the last time I get my hopes up.

Homecoming

2008-10-30T15:52:50Z

My mom has finally found a place for us to move into, after 2 months spent crashing at my grandparent's place. It's about damn time.

School's going well enough....I think. Time will tell.

Going back to MR this weekend. First time in about 2 and a half years. I'm excited, should be pretty fun.

Back to work I go.

We Gave It Hell

2008-08-19T06:06:52Z

Initiate Countdown...

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Countdown Initiated: T-Minus 57 hours, 57 minutes

Initiate Communications Termination Sequence

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Sequence Initiated

Starting Possession Consolidation Algorithm

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Algorithm Initiated

Awaiting further commands...

/end

Kingdom of the Blind

2008-07-29T19:35:03Z

Holy shit, is this thing still here?

Stay and Drown

2008-07-08T06:50:46Z

The void that has been left by the absence of my dog is physically palpable. I miss him, and the loneliness I feel without him here is overwhelming.

I sometimes think that the only thing that got me out of bed in the morning was knowing he needed me to keep him walked and fed.....now I have no idea why I keep doing it.

Bleh.

Sleep.

Hindsight

2008-07-04T05:25:51Z

Could this week get any worse?

Methinks not.

Sleep

You Eclipsed By Me

2008-07-02T05:06:12Z

I'd laugh, if it hadn't ceased to be funny a long time ago.

HatredCopter

2008-06-28T04:31:22Z

Dethklok

Fuck yeah.

Silent Bullet

2008-06-26T05:27:35Z

I got nothin'.

Sound Of Pulling Heaven Down

2008-06-22T06:42:12Z

Bleh

Five Vicodin Chased With A Shot Of Clarity

2008-06-18T07:57:25Z

Please don't worry too much...

It only hurts when I breathe.

The Deepest Grey

2008-06-16T06:10:28Z

Meh.

No Reason

2008-06-15T07:54:10Z

I am so tired of having my head fucked with by the opposite sex, it isn't even funny.

I don't believe anything anymore. Fuck.

When Distance Is The Closest Reminder

2008-06-03T06:36:48Z

It only took a year or so for me to finally realize...

Maybe I am better off this way.

The Tide And It's Takers

2008-05-24T02:59:56Z

Some days, I really question what gets me out of bed and going about my day.

Vast And Vague

2008-05-21T22:25:18Z

The more people tell me that it's not my fault, that it wasn't anything about ME, the easier it gets.

Still hurts....but at least I blame myself, and beat myself up about it, less. That counts for a lot.

Only A Year Or So

2008-05-20T05:29:19Z

More than 24 hours without sleep. Propped up mostly by SoBe and malice. Woo...

Drunks, Lovers, Sinners And Saints

2008-05-15T05:03:35Z

Nothin' doin'. Slowly starting to fade at the edges.

Mad World

2008-05-06T13:25:11Z

Ok people. Taking open suggestions on the fastest way to get rid of unrequited feelings for someone.

(suggestions that include violence, alcohol consumption, or legal drug use get extra points)

Reeeeady?

GO!

-_-

You Burn First

2008-05-05T22:38:03Z

Oh man....if I thought my trust issues were bad before....watch the FUCK out world, here comes new Jon!

Ugh..

Sick Heart River

2008-05-04T21:14:21Z

Meh...

EDIT:

Bittersweet is an.....unfamiliar....emotion.

As The Sleeper Awakes

2008-05-02T18:19:38Z

Pain can be a positive emotion, when it forces you to better yourself.

Yesterday was certainly an eye-opener for me. Forcing myself to do the opposite of what I would normally do, and watching what can only be called a positive outcome follow, was definitely an enlightening experience.

Whereever Thorns May Grow

2008-04-30T04:04:26Z

And so another story ends. The main character is left standing in the rain, his heart held in his hands, as he watches it beat its last.

I officially give up.