Below are the 20 most recent journal entries recorded in MetalMantisX's LiveJournal:

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Wednesday, July 1st, 2009
11:59 pm	The End Of Heartache An unexpected turn of events......but certainly not unwanted. Current Mood: content Current Music: Misery Signals - A Certain Death (Comment on this)
Thursday, December 25th, 2008
1:45 am	The Failsafe I can has December 26th? Current Mood: drained Current Music: Misery Signals - The Failsafe (Comment on this)
Thursday, November 13th, 2008
12:48 pm	Reset Ok, that is officially the last time I get my hopes up. Current Mood: blah Current Music: 36 Crazyfists - Waterhaul (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, October 30th, 2008
11:50 am	Homecoming My mom has finally found a place for us to move into, after 2 months spent crashing at my grandparent's place. It's about damn time. School's going well enough....I think. Time will tell. Going back to MR this weekend. First time in about 2 and a half years. I'm excited, should be pretty fun. Back to work I go. Current Mood: calm Current Music: Avenged Sevenfold - I Won't See You Tonight Part 1 (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Tuesday, August 19th, 2008
2:01 am	We Gave It Hell Initiate Countdown... .... Countdown Initiated: T-Minus 57 hours, 57 minutes Initiate Communications Termination Sequence .... Sequence Initiated Starting Possession Consolidation Algorithm .... Algorithm Initiated Awaiting further commands... /end Current Mood: cynical (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, July 29th, 2008
3:33 pm	Kingdom of the Blind Holy shit, is this thing still here? Current Mood: apathetic Current Music: Dry Kill Logic - Kingdom of the Blind (Comment on this)
Tuesday, July 8th, 2008
2:49 am	Stay and Drown The void that has been left by the absence of my dog is physically palpable. I miss him, and the loneliness I feel without him here is overwhelming. I sometimes think that the only thing that got me out of bed in the morning was knowing he needed me to keep him walked and fed.....now I have no idea why I keep doing it. Bleh. Sleep. Current Mood: cold (Comment on this)
Friday, July 4th, 2008
1:25 am	Hindsight Could this week get any worse? Methinks not. Sleep Current Mood: drunk Current Music: Dry Kill Logic - Hindsight (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, July 2nd, 2008
1:03 am	You Eclipsed By Me I'd laugh, if it hadn't ceased to be funny a long time ago. Current Mood: defeated (Comment on this)
Saturday, June 28th, 2008
12:31 am	HatredCopter Dethklok Fuck yeah. Current Mood: exhausted (Comment on this)
Thursday, June 26th, 2008
1:26 am	Silent Bullet I got nothin'. Current Mood: drained (Comment on this)
Sunday, June 22nd, 2008
2:41 am	Sound Of Pulling Heaven Down Bleh Current Mood: blah (Comment on this)
Wednesday, June 18th, 2008
3:54 am	Five Vicodin Chased With A Shot Of Clarity Please don't worry too much... It only hurts when I breathe. Current Mood: blah Current Music: Atreyu - Someone's Standing On My Chest (Comment on this)
Monday, June 16th, 2008
2:09 am	The Deepest Grey Meh. Current Mood: Meh Current Music: All That Remains - The Deepest Grey (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, June 15th, 2008
3:53 am	No Reason I am so tired of having my head fucked with by the opposite sex, it isn't even funny. I don't believe anything anymore. Fuck. Current Mood: cranky Current Music: All That Remains - Vicious Betrayal (Comment on this)
Tuesday, June 3rd, 2008
2:35 am	When Distance Is The Closest Reminder It only took a year or so for me to finally realize... Maybe I am better off this way. Current Mood: drained Current Music: 36 Crazyfists - Elysium (Comment on this)
Friday, May 23rd, 2008
10:56 pm	The Tide And It's Takers Some days, I really question what gets me out of bed and going about my day. Current Mood: blank Current Music: 36 Crazyfists - Vast And Vague (Comment on this)
Wednesday, May 21st, 2008
6:24 pm	Vast And Vague The more people tell me that it's not my fault, that it wasn't anything about ME, the easier it gets. Still hurts....but at least I blame myself, and beat myself up about it, less. That counts for a lot. Current Mood: calm Current Music: 36 Crazyfists - When Distance Is The Closest (Comment on this)
Tuesday, May 20th, 2008
1:28 am	Only A Year Or So More than 24 hours without sleep. Propped up mostly by SoBe and malice. Woo... Current Mood: apathetic Current Music: 36 Crazyfists - The All Night Lights (Comment on this)
Thursday, May 15th, 2008
1:02 am	Drunks, Lovers, Sinners And Saints Nothin' doin'. Slowly starting to fade at the edges. Current Mood: listless (Comment on this)